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最近都好有压迫感。

加油吧！

the mental and the physical doesn't seem to cooperate with the right attitude.
generally, i'm feeling tired.
in fact of everything...
i'm sick of myself,
that i ain't patient enough...

things that sets my mind in a whirl...

the only thing that makes me happy is one;

i am the pioneer for AXA Project.

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i hate that my mind wanders in some places where it shouldn't.

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what am i thinking exactly...
somethings are just impossible, i hate to tap on the impossible outlet and imagine that it's possible still...

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generally i think i'm just an unhappy person.

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loyalty is bad. lOls.

新年快乐！！！

以下是我的个人2010运势~！！！

2010年本命主体运势

今年的你，动态能量旺盛，仿佛一刻也静不下来。

脑海中有所想法，便迫不及待地着手进行

（真的吗？哈哈哈。。。希望是这样就好~~~）

2010年恋情桃花类型

恋情桃花方面，

有机会结识性情温和、风度翩翩的男性…

（如果出现了记得要向我表白哦。。。

哇哈哈哈。。。

我可是要看有多么风度翩翩啊～）

2010年事业功名表现

相对于以往，今年你在工作方面的自信新大增，

对于未来的规划也将更清楚

（太好了！！！这样是最理想的！）

2010年人际交友特质

受到朋友宫磁场影响，

显示你今年在人际关系方面，

特别容易与热情开朗的人做朋友

（woooo~~~ 我的生活要改变了！！！

哈哈哈，开心的时刻到了！）

LOL!!

I'd say that the words I wanna write become so long overdue, that I had forgotten so much about what I had previously felt so much to pull it off on my keyboard! Ah! With a blink of an eye, Year 2009 had finally kicked off it's showdown and Year 2010 is my Big Bang to forming all my supernovas and galaxies! SHINE ON BABE!

nuff said, I'd start off by writing my New Year Resolution 2010.

I will be an owner of my company, incorporated as, "Links Marketing International".

It sounds juicy yea?
Anyway, these are my goals and timeline as below. I'll do my best to accomplish it within the given date-line.

• 14 Jan 2010 - 2nd Team Mate (Private Recruit)
• 30 Jan 2010 - Promotion of Corporate Trainer
• 01 Feb 2010 - 3rd Team Mate (Private Recruit)
• 14 Feb 2010 - Team Manager Promotion
• 01 May 2010 - Assistant Manager Promotion
• 30 June 2010 - Ownership Promotion

My latest Promotional Date towards Ownership will be on Lewis's birthday, being a present for him as well. CHECK ME OUT.

Now for my own present.
07 Jan 2010 is my 24th Birthday.
And, I'd received my present from Mr. Lewis Tang
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Guess what? hmmm...

I'd received a 0.42 Carat Diamond Ring from him! AHHHH...!!! Yes of course I'm bursting with happiness, needless to say. At the same time I've been thinking how it would be like if I receive my proposal ring? Will the feeling be more amplified? wahahaha... worth a think yea?

From scouting an iphone, to a blackberry, to a pair of diamond earrings, all the way down to a Solitaire diamond ring. This is not the first time i received a diamond ring or any diamond presents... Just that, this ring that brings a special message to me tells me that my identity won't stay on as a "MISS" for a long time... Are you smart enough to get me? hmmm... o.o

Some presents that I really wish to get are as below:

1. Blackberry Bold 9700
2. DS Lite
3. A good pair of Leather shoes for work

Now i'm just wondering, if i should work on my birthday which falls on a Thursday.

I don't really care if anyone celebrates my birthday with me, I'm just concern, if anyone remembers it... It's always so sad and lonely to know none of my friends knows when my birthday is coming. Not comforting hor? haha.

Great to know these few things which makes me happy all day long.

• I have a great family; Perfect Mum, Dad and Sis
• I have a great boyfriend; My perfect husband-to-be
• I have a great career; Links Marketing International
• I have a great team; My employees in my company

WOO HOO!!!

YEAR 2010! 拭目以待！

I really don't know what to say when I get to this topic on Advancement.

I had led my life (previously) as someone who really doesn't have much importance in other eyes, be it in decision making or having a strong passion in any area.

On 7th October, I promoted my first leader, Jessica Chong. Now i'm a leader myself and i got to learn to train people who's in my team. Seriously, I hadn't been giving any serious thoughts for it. What should I start thinking? Really, how can i really value add my team? Sometimes it's really more like she's motivating me than I do the job.

Shd i get her an Obs before I get my 2nd Gen?

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..............


anyways... will just jiayou to be consistent in my sale.

somehow i will get to the end and taste the fruit of success.

won't i?

or..

will i?

Passion

I'd decided to be passionate over watches. Ooh~ sounds a little bit "over"? How did one expect themselves to get all excited over Patek Phillippe when they couldn't even understand how that price was quoted on it? Neither do i. Nevertheless, it's always good to have a passion and since mine's on watches, it should be good that if I ever owned a piece of Patek, it's more than what I am paying for on a monthly basis on insurance. LOL!

Other than just watches alone, I think i'm really one of those few selected "human being" who has great empathy for people who lost their motivation, enthusiasm, or are lifeless in totality. Somehow I attract people who deemed themselves as failure, people who went out of love, or people who couldn't find anything excited in life to me. WTH! I'm just like one of them. At the end of the day after I gave them my "fire", I ended up with a big bag of sorrows which I need to work hard to digest. Can you just imagine after all the battle I fought for them, on the other line my mother called me and got my top shrill instead? LOL! Ironically.

Passion also goes for DiAMONd of course. It has never been a dying passion. It's just that these days diamond went "cliche". Meaning, it seemed common to own one now. Everyone's wearing it!!! Open ur eyes big big peeps! I'm starting to think if I need to manoeuvre my focus towards some other gem pieces. Or perhaps! Designer diamond! Well, my dream still goes to Tiffany&Co. Diamonds~

Should I take up a hobby? A lot of my peers had recently took up Photography. Actually it does sound fun. But at the same time it didn't seem that much "appealing" to me so I didn't really went all in for it. Look, I've only got one camera, not good enough for those professional shots of course... it's only a Canon Ixus. >((( Can't imagine myself getting very involved in it really... I can't imagine myself spending 9000+ for the "CHEAPEST" Kodak Camera (German lens, supposedly better than Japan's) wHOa~!

SO that makes my hobby in Comics now. Woahohoho. Maybe in due time I may just splurge around $1500 on a big bookshelve where I am able to shelter all my comics or novels. *hehe* OPPs, i know it aint any "passion", but what can I do for now? What do I like leh? Hur! Should I learn from some make up artist on professional makeup technique? My heart goes to Cosmetic too. *Loves*

ahhh...

that's it. hehe.