我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。 says:
ERIC ERIC
=D
i missed u

*ڱ E c h O says:
OMG
who's that guy
lol

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。 says:
my hubby lor
why why?
so loving looking rite.

*ڱ E c h O says:
so scary ja ma

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。 says:
u busy busy ah

*ڱ E c h O says:
because I am talking to u...then I see a man's picture
it's scary

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。 says:
hahahaha
orh
i change

*ڱ E c h O says:
and u know how much u guys look alike ga la
it's like Laura had become a man

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。 says:
..........wtf... got so alike until i look like man! hahahaha. nvm!!! i listen le i happy!
eric eric
i show u a pic

*ڱ E c h O says:
lol

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。 says:
so cute rite --->
aiyo.... haha

*ڱ E c h O says:
lol
yes la

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。 says:
hahaha gosh eric
so much to tell u
i'm over over over the moonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

*ڱ E c h O says:
haha, this is funny
http://www.chaosmatrix.org/library/humor/reject.html
what happened over past week this time ah?

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。 says:
wahahaha
how to say neh

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
things between me n him evolved till so much
i think we can really get married anytime
hahahaha
and yes eric
i introduce u one japanese movie
i bet ok
10000000000000000000000% with u
that u'll cry like nobody'sbusiness
Sky of Love ????
n after watching this movie with lewis
gosh... i cherish him more

*ڱ E c h O says:
so much in so little time
what had you guys been doing ha?

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
...
what
!
hmmm what ah

*ڱ E c h O says:
did you like see him everyday?

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
we got a series of activities

*ڱ E c h O says:
ya, that's probably why

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
why neh? got problem ga?

*ڱ E c h O says:
it's progressing "too fast"
but being ??????, it's ok geh.

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
hmmm
but what he n i both need in fundamental rite
meaning the basic, the root of this whole thing between me n him is common wor
we both need Presence...
sometimes seeing him for a while can alr
but well, u may be right la
haha..
if u lookon the other side
i've been tgt w his friends as well wor
does that constitute problems? similarly, he also get involved w my friends ga... like together we listen to their problems
den 2 brains to solve it faster
wtf is wrong w that letter. HAHAHAHHAA

*ڱ E c h O says:
nothing's wrong geh
it's just that
when things are too "perfect" at the beginning of the relationship
and when shit happens later on, you will always refer back to this stage.
where you live in a dream everyday

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。 says:
oh...
i c...
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
so in ur opinion la
what shd be done?
in this r/s rite
i've not been like before
i've changed to be good natured
i've quitted the argument thing in me
even talking to mum
i used my most gentle tone
it wasn't like this before
i was so damn bloody rebellious n defiant, every word that she said just seemed like she's stepped on my toe again
i'll rant and shout and scream
><
but now it's such a change i've never been before
i've even converted to the young me
where i report things to her
where i even tell her what time i'm coming home, where i'm going, who i'm with and what she wants to eat if possible...
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
i even convinced myself that using past as REFERENCE TO MISTAKES ... nv to commit... etc..
hmmmmmmm so much explanation from me, eric ah
am i being defensive? =/ i'm just figuring out...

*ڱ E c h O says:
both.
No one understands yourself more than, well, you.
But I am just speaking from what I feel.
I am not targetting at you.

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。 says:
orh

*ڱ E c h O says:
I mean, ideally
I would hope that your relationship remains the same way for a very very long time.
but reality check, one day, conflict will happen
and thats when the real test begins
for any relationship
but right now
just enjoy the honeymoon period
build up as much happy memories as you can.
but when conflicts arise, you are also prepared and not create a big fuss over it.
other people didn't expect it so when stuff happens, they ended in bad terms.
Just be understand
ing*
compromise
they are all keys to prolonging a happy r/s

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
hmm
yes
i agree totally
so for now
perhaps i'll not think of any bad stuff
i'll focus on being happy
create many many happy memories
so when bad stuff happen
i will know and will understand that
it's just some conflict that's inevitable
understanding him from past to present to future is the most important thing...
that in argument if both gets harsh
we know it's just ... for a moment of spite...
human afterall..

*ڱ E c h O says:
good la, if you can think like this, 我都放心

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。 says:
haha.. thank u eric! =D

*ڱ E c h O says:
Cause if bad stuff do happen, I be here to listen anyway
but i prefer to keep listening good stuff
haha.

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
HAHAHAHA
r/s is a weird thing
it takes a dip on both sides
our job is to balance it
=D

*ڱ E c h O says:
ya
and like
when u are happy, u feel like u are in heaven
and when things go wrong
it's like oging to hell
ur heart and feelings will be so vulnerable

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
u need to compensate heaven to get out of hell...

*ڱ E c h O says:
feel expwsosed.
yes
find a balance

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
yup.

*ڱ E c h O says:
and just...stay on earth
but prefer to be on a higher place
so closer to heaven

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
ideally, i would want to be in heaven
and he and i both in heaven
we'll b happy there
=D
and just don't sin
repentttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

*ڱ E c h O says:
i am a bad person, so I look up from hell
lol

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
hahaha
actually eric
with him
everything in my world
turned and changed for the better...
i'm so grateful to him

*ڱ E c h O says:
hahaha
good la

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
he's influenced me so much
i get so much so much closer with my very loved mother
i love my mother more than anyone else in the world...
and he somehow la
JUST SOMEHOW
makes me love my mother more
and i even show it out
it's so impossible to hug my mother
but i'm trying now
.................................. i can't believe it either
but i'm so happy
so happy that i finally turned back. finally able to talk to her nicely, hear it once again, her pleasant response to me, in face, or over the fone...
hear her shielding me from dad
whne i got home late
hear her shielding me from many relatives when they said i'm wild and bad...
................................................ that's perhaps the reason why
i wanna get so close to Lewis...
he's brought my true nature to life... once again.

*ڱ E c h O says:
aiii
good good
now that's the kind of "boyfriend" any girl should have
bring values into a r/s
and help shape the girl into a happier person
who's proud of who she is

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
=D
he showed my picture to all his friends
hahaha, bring me to show to all his friends
and i know when he did that, my job is to feel comfortable with it. and i'll not disgrace him either, cuz it's all his beloved bros. i'll mingle with them, and together with lewis, we're a unit.
=)
i was not like this before

*ڱ E c h O says:
hhahah
so clingy now
in a sweet way

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
i used to be one who sat at a corner
face black black
thinking that by bf had... ditched me
for his bros
but with lewis
i want to get involved
very very involved in his life
haha... and eric
i'm glad i asked u before
how cancerians are like
=/ and u told me
good for a husband
LOL
so i really go for it.
then i realised
all along since i'm young
i'm looking for a husband
not a boyfriend
=/ LOL. the expectations that i once laid
seem NOT LIKE EXPECTATIONS at all when it comes to him
my DEMANDING that all of my ex said

*ڱ E c h O says:
it just comes naturally
from him
without you requesting anything

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
he just thinks that it's part of all relationship

*ڱ E c h O says:
how perfect is that huh?
haha

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
hahaha....
i don't wish to think that it's perfect

*ڱ E c h O says:
now, let me find that girl who will appreciate who I am.

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
cuz.. i know it's never perfect in everythng

*ڱ E c h O says:
as, the ways you describe the kind of person Lewis is..

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
but there are surely perfections in some areas...

*ڱ E c h O says:
it's pretty similar to me.

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
HAHAHA

*ڱ E c h O says:
or what I want to give into my gf
or had given
the difference is
26 yr old and 22 yr old is fine
but 22 and 18 isn't

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
? 26 n 22?

*ڱ E c h O says:
u and him

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
22 n 18?
he's 28
LOL

*ڱ E c h O says:
ok..28 and 22
is still fine
the key lies in the girls' age
18 not settle

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
not reali geh
trust me it's not the age only

*ڱ E c h O says:
at least the ones I met/went out with

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
it's the mindset
how their family groomed them
my mother groomed me to find a boyfriend who can be my husband
that's why whatever she asked for
whatever she demand from me in my bf
is different
now i finally understood, why she failed some of my relationships and what i used to hate her for
it's her greatest love as a mother for me
why she'd rather disown me
than to make me accept a man
who she really feels
cannot be a husband
why she's so damn frank when she said
"break up with him. else dun call me mother."
i finally understood.
I really thank Lewis for it. He makes me see...
oh gosh.
saying this
tears are welling up
>< cuz i used to be so bad to mother...
hais. now tears fell

*ڱ E c h O says:
/hug

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
i've made a plan
if she lives for another 30 years
and i'm 22 this year
i'm gonna compensate her
with 30 years of goodness
8 years bonus
for all the shit and wrong i've done, since i'm 14 to 22
it's also 8 years
i broke up with ex at 22.
so really. what a timing. HAHAHA

*ڱ E c h O says:
still have time

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
ya
=D
Eric eric i thank u too
woahs.. u must be crowned
Lewis will love u too
hahaha
u've been such a great bro to me. despite, us knowing each other for just
2 months?
DOTA is really something that brings us together
hahaha... i'm glad i played that
=x

*ڱ E c h O says:
haha
aww, you are so sweet!
Seeing that you recognized me as a brother, I can't just sit here and do nothing ma

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
hahahah
u're really a great bro
serious
u've guided me in some areas of my life
make me realise that sometimes...
life's not that harsh
i shd really relax
hahahaa
n dun keep thinking of those logicals, dun keep trying to rationalise thing, dun keep nitpicking some decisions that shd be made with feelings instead of the stupid counting brain
u gave me a direction and spurred me on to getting my heart's key
i'm so damn grateful to u ga. u duno meh? hahahaha now u do rite~!

*ڱ E c h O says:
now I do!
haha, the best way to win a pisce over is to show appreciation
since I give a lot, and when I am recognized for what I did, me love that person!
hahaha
well, you helped me too la.
right now I am fine, but whenever and whoever the next case's gonna be, you better be around to listen!
haha

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
of course!
hahaha
well
that's what lewis said to me too
i appreciates him
i tellhim what i'm happy about
i show him that i'm grateful of what he did for me
i never used to be like this
now i duno why
i keep doing it
and i know it makes one feel really happy
and i want to do more
i want it to be in my nature
and it's good for me
cuz i'm recognising my own feelings too
=D
bro !!! JIAYOU
whahahahaha
perhaps ur nx may be a blond
=D

*ڱ E c h O says:
hahaha!
Seeing you so happy makes me happy la.

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
ahahaha
eh eh
what's the time over there
u no need sleep is it
!
go sleep la
it's damn late already over there

*ڱ E c h O says:
I sleep soon la
3am

我拥有了属于我的幸福，那就是你。says:
yea lah
go go go

*ڱ E c h O says:
ho la, then I will talk to you later


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I'm so happy. <3>

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