Friday, May 16, 2008
Back with a load of shit to vent here.
So much for being a friend huh? So much for being a kaypo? So muchhhh for listening and gauging and finally come out with a decision that is definitely best for my friend from hurt?
No. Not thankful.
No. Not even appreciative.
And NO. In the end, i seem like a fool.
All for a friend. All for being such a long-nosed woman. All for being a big mouth to agree with someone whom is supposed to be the closest to her.
Blamed by duno what oso. damn.
I can't believe i got to argue with her over this sicko. I hope she wakes up soon. I don't wanna hear another word from her mouth after i said so much. Everything seemed wrong ok. Perhaps i'm just afraid she'll really take things light and chuck me aside.
Fine also. Bickering is common. I just hope that this argument won't get too serious.
For if she's gonna let me down and put the friendship to break.
I'm not going to take her back, when she realise that beneath the apparent beauty of such bitter sweet love, is a pile of rotten shit. Because to me, at that point, she had belittled the friendship.
I hope she realises, whatever i said, is because i do care for her. I've been through that. I will NEVER WANT TO SEE my friend in the same situation like i've been through.
It's too fatal to take.
haizzzzzzzzzzzz.... plssssss wakeeeeeee upppppppppp ................................Labels: disappointed to the core.