i cannot understand what did i do wrong. but i feel like i've did something wrong. perhaps what lewis said is right. i'm really wrong in the first place. as a friend, i should stand by her no matter what ba?

perhaps i should be more understanding. i shouldn't flare a single bit and let her whack me instead. the plight she's in now i should have known de. Given that state, anyone will result like this upon flare. i should have just be more tolerant and stop my nonsense with her guy. damn... i hadn't been feeling like this for the longest time man.

i guess next time i should play it smarter. just listen and answer her questions direct. instead of fending up more bad things about that guy whom i thought had "AT LEAST" grown up a little bit. I had told him to be tolerant. Instead, i didn't do what i preached. damn shameful.

i don't know. but everything happens for a reason. the right reasons need to be found by the right person. all else doesn't really matter if the key is compatible with the lock. however when it doesn't, the struggle put into inserting, twisting and bending the key, won't ever lead to an unlock lock.

hais... i had let this affected my day like that. how unproductive.

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recently hadn't gotten any sale leh...

why is it that my business had went downstream all of a sudden?

i hope my fever never come back. and HOPE IS GOOD.

my $200,000 UT this month. Can my personal target be hit? Please let it be reached......

damn down... wth.

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