
Monday, July 21, 2008
it's already very late... but i can't sleep. it's ok, really ok to not sleep yet. what matters is what i'm feeling at this point in time that sets me in thoughts - happy thoughts... very very happy thoughts. i cannot bear to sleep. what if i don't wake up tomorrow? then i think again.."at least.. i finally understand what it means by this sentence...‘其实爱对了人,情人节每天都过'Even if i don't wake up tomorrow...I celebrated, happily, my valentines' day with someone i love deeply."I'm smiling.I embrace this deep seated feeling in my heart. I'm happy now, way happier than before... I know for sure. If one day something shall happen unto me, and I'm lost forever, this deep feeling is almost impossible to erase. Fairy tale like... I don't want it to go away ever.Although, sometimes life can get a bit dull, I am still happy. I get to see you still. I am really very very happy. So, please don't self blame, please don't apologise. Things will work out definitely. I just need to take a few jump-arounds to feel energised.I'm smiling.Everyday I want to thank you. Thank you for bring so much happiness in my life. It's a simple joy. This moment in time, someone may search for a lifetime. I thank God everyday.I love you, Mr. Tang.
Thank you for letting me in your life.Labels: Thank You... Lewis.