对的人 - 戴爱玲

你问在我心中是否还苦恼

那次受伤否决了爱的好

谢谢你的关照我一切都好

一个人不算困扰

爱虽然很美妙却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要

宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱

我相信在(这个)世界上一定会遇到

对的人出现(在眼角)

那次流过的泪让我学习到

如何祝福如何转身不要

在眼泪体会到与自己拥抱

爱不是一种需要是一种对照

能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少

然后得到多少并不计较

当我想清楚的时候我就算已经准备好

放手去爱海阔天高

喔...耶...

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Somehow Lewis likes this song, when I read the lyrics afterwards, I understood why, I think. . .

The deepest defeat well buried by me resurfaced, I couldn't help feeling ashamed and disappointed. As the past memories unlocked itself to help learn the mistakes once committed, pain came along with it, the price one had to pay for when escapism was once chosen. The blinded belief of "ignorance is protection" is like an ostrich burying its head in the sand. Coupled with a few friends like "directionless" and "Life is like a dream" killed an awakened mind, the only residual faith that was left for no one to pick, (now) got itself found instead. Resultant?... was a dull mind, loss of self-esteem, inconfidence, confusion, a bit more towards a lifeless organism... Now, it was called upon onto this human to come round to consciousness and gather innerstrength to once stand up to face the defeat and move on with more victories along the way. It's like a voice calling the soul in deep-sleep to its wake...

Finally, is it really "finally" already? Can I pick up lessons now, learn it and address with humbleness? Will I be able to finally, let down my pride and face the world with a kind of bravery as encouraged by my loved ones?

he's arrived...

but, will i be able to receive him? i felt like i'm unworthy after all that had happened onto me...

... i guess i'm just feeling inferior.