近来全国都在面临很大的危机。

如果美国人是全球最懒散，最疏忽，最贪心而导致全球金融危机而夸的害群之鸟，那么中国就是全球最黑心，最自我，最贪钱而导致全球生命危机而丧失性命的败类吧？

一个是钱，一个是命！

美国！！！

看看吧，美国之前大力催促国人向银行贷款，根本没有经过什么严厉地探讨向它们借钱贷款者的背景，没有仔细观察贷款者的“还债能力”。 要借钱简直易如反掌，去一趟银行说要钱来买屋买车皆易事一椿！我虽然只是列出金融倒跨理由的其中之一，那么我们也已经很了解了吧！当然会有人看到破绽！人民或外国的富商也会乘机乘虚而入，借了一大笔钱后便逃之夭夭~~~

ＬＥＨＭＡＮ　ＢＲＯＴＨＥＲＳ　１５８　年历史的超大的财政机关面临了一个惨目人睹的结局！现在它流传的“迷你债卷”如果不小心地溜到你家中，那么你的下场也好比　ＬＥＨＭＡＮ　ＢＲＯＴＨＥＲＳ　了！　拿不回钱了。　但是如果你一生的积蓄都在哪头。。。　真的。。。　你能开始念般若菠萝蜜心经。。。　“色即是空，空即是色”　一生所拥有的都是色相，死了全都会变空的。　
咳！！！


中国！！！

令人听了就反感。以前还让我欣赏过？！
我们说奥运吧！　最可恶的就是他们“罪囚完美”　吧！！！　不是“追求完美”哦！！！　怎么可以这么奢侈了运动员而赶走居住在附近的老百姓？　怎么可以“偷龙转凤”？！　把那美妙声音的小妹妹放在幕后唱，推上了一个容貌较可爱的小妹妹配音？　中国在奥运前不是发了什么誓吗？　要以最诚实最真诚的运动精神呈现而出！果然啊，看了之后令人感叹！更惨的是，我们这些在家看电视奥运的都全被骗了！

他们居然把在场的　ＯＰＥＮＩＮＧ　仪式　用　ＲＥＨＥＲＳＡＬ　的来呈现给我们观赏。原因是　REHERSAL'S OPENING LOOKS BETTER。 好假。 中国人是这样的吗？为了完美？全都是完美的罪囚！

当一波未息，另一波又起时。。。　当真的令人心惶惶！　

过了不久，现在中国搞大了祸！

来了个“毒牛奶事件”。

喝了之后便会丧失性命的牛奶听过吗？吃了中国进口的奶制物品也会导致性命丧失你相信吗？可爱的中国人居然用上了“三聚氰铵”= melanine！Melanine 是用来放在塑料的一个药物，那么我们也知道塑料烧了之后便会产生一种有毒的气体，闻久了会中癌症。 更何况是把它吃下肚！还是婴儿？！

真的是不敢相信啊! 偷什么功？！ 减什么料？！ 你们这些害死婴儿的祸害啊！真的害人害己，也害了全球！全球都在采取行动，将全部从中国来的奶制物品搁置了，烧掉了。 但是可恶的中国人（一小群），居然以超低得价格把牛奶卖给年龄较大的小学生！ 太黑心了！！！ 明知道有毒害卖，不下地狱是不可能的！

但是话说回来，我国的农粮局也是太相信中国物品了。 我一向来对我国的农粮局都觉得非常欣赏， 但是为什么要等到现在才验奶粉？ 不是什么货品到了新加坡就要拿去化验，证实了没有害才推出来卖吗。。。？


世界真的打乱了！

国家太大也并非好事！

人因了解在一起，也因了解而分离。 “了解” 到底是“恐怖”的，还是“实在”的？ 你认为呢？

若两人并不深深地了解对方，这样的话，那两人的生活方式，你又能否适应得了？

心里话：

我希望不是因为我太多心而造成的一种烦恼。 你是不是在抗拒我？ 怎么了解的程度到顶就会被抗拒吗？ 你说你爱我， 非常非常爱我。。。 我也非常非常爱你。 但是到底是什么突然蒸发了？ 我越来越觉得自己在你眼里失去魅力。 我的自信好像 STI，时而好时而坏，现在正在滑落当中，无法自拔，走向股市暴跌趋势。

或许是我脑细胞太好， 近来我真的很想介绍几个女孩让你瞧瞧，或者想着你自己去找好了。 因为我开始觉得自己很差劲儿， 心情也开始觉得悲哀。 这样的感受真的超烂！ 你到底还不知道我陷入了胡思乱想的状态吧...？ 成天面对着自己悲观的人生，再问你在做什么的当时我又不禁想起了一些在逻辑上“不可能发生的事”！ 难道你也不觉得我很烦？？？

我是否已经开始有些忧郁。。。 我觉得是。

如果你觉得了解太深是恐怖的, 那么现在的我就是你的反照.

some pictures of myself o.o taken yesterday nia. lOl... no photoshop at all.

sEe fuLL piCtuRe hErE:

http://i526.photobucket.com/albums/cc342/Kaze08/DNO_3257-1.jpg

Thank you, for coming into my life...

Although it's already late night and I am supposed to be on the bed now, as what u had just commanded me to, I will want to give thanks...

Like the wind, everything in life will soon pass...

Everything will lose it's significance, as time soon bleeches all colours of beautiful memories and wipe out lives...

A "Today" may not even finish it's cycle...

A "Tomorrow" may be something you never thought it wouldn't come...

Despite all of what may soon be swept pass by the wind... I hope my gratitude and thank-you(s) will also be swept together. You have given me so much; a strength powerful enough to not let me cry everyday, but smile and greet incoming obstacles instead.

P.S. I love you Lewis.

p.s. i love you too... mum... and dad... and sis..... 

Labels: Thank You...

haven't been updating my blog for many days le...

life's not that fantastic though... did u catch the hint of my typewritten-tone? "sound" kindsa drag ya.....

well to start with, i shall juz annouce my employment status and life in my new working area ba.

So I am currently working with Sun Microsystems as their Top Accounts Services Sales Associate. Ah ha, this mayyyyyyyy be one of the dream jobs "slackers" like me will love. wahaha xD.. how sO? See below bullets for my welfare ba~!~! xD

• I can work from home (Access system from Home lor)
• I can work late and leave early (Can come at 10am even)
• Top Accounts are HUGE Accounts, therefore little is needed to be done
• I belong to 80% administrative, 20% sales
• Lunch time can be extended to as late as 2 hours (not a prob)
• Its an American STYLE~~~ (freedom rules!)

weLL... welfare being welfare. Of course i DO set a standard for my OWN DISCIPLINE lah~

I arrive to office at around 9.30am   o.o okok la, 9am no one in office leh... (or rather no one arrived yet at my department...)

However...

-_- this job requires a lot of my brain cells. Seriously I hadn't been absorbing so many things for a long time and i'm pretty amazed by my comprehension level with all these IT IT Stuff. lOl. I love there. =X

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Alright... Deviate a lil here.

haizzzzz...

Family expectations again.

I am drilled down to a point where i really wish to speak to no one. Forever and ever they will have problems with my BGR. When it comes to my need for Freedom, I'm never showered. I snatch it for myself, fight for it and really, to the point of extreme defiance. This thought of defying and standing firm has been on my mind for as long as i started out my puberty. I sense mental abuse and feel fear for losing, hence I had not changed all these years. I did not walk out of my family, how ever they raved and ranted... I am grasped by my solid foundation of Filial Piety. Breaking this defences down is near impossibility u see, why??? JUST WHY am i FORCED to break this last level of defending fortress? Why can't they respect me of my personal space, privacy and my room to breathe? Can't I be left alone to grow? 

-it repeats itself over and over again-

do you know how hard it is to fight for your own happiness? they fear you fall. they fear the "further consequence" of you falling, not your "immediate consequence", like, pain/ fracture.

I feel like crying everyday.

Please forgive me. I will plan a drastic change. Perhaps, even to someone you never wished u knew. N that's your 'real daughter'. N that's the REAL ME.