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WishList


    2009 Achievement---♥

     ღ FRANCE TRIP! ♥♥♥
    ♥ FCUK Watch!!! *lOVE iT*
    ღ Blackberry Bold New Handphone!!!
    ღ Thousand Mark!!! By 09 Oct 2009!!!-
    ♥ Promotion to Corporate Trainer
     ♥ Apple Ipod Shuffle
     ♥ Basic Theory Test - 11th Jul 09
     ♥ Advance Theory Test - est.14th Aug 09
    ♥ Practical Stage 1
     ♥ Practical Stage 2
     ♥ Practical Stage 3
     ♥ Practical Stage 4
     ღ Traffic Police Test - 24th November 2009
    ♥ Black Hair, Brown Streaks
    ღ Promotion to Team Manager
    ♥ 1st Team Mate *Finally!*
    ღ 2nd Team Mate
    ღ 3rd Team Mate
    ♥Beaute de Kose Mascara- Volumn Show
    ♥Majorlica Majorca Eye Shadow
    ♥Majorlica Majorca Eye Liner (Brown)
    ♥ Shiseido Maquillage Loose Powder
     ღ Saving Money - $500 Mark
    ღ Saving Money - $1000 Mark
    ღ Saving Money - $1500 Mark
    ღ Saving Money - $1500 Mark
    ღ Saving Money - $2000 Mark
    ღ Saving Money - $2500 Mark
    ღ Saving Money - $3000 Mark
    ღ Saving Money - $3500 Mark
    ღ Saving Money - $4000 Mark
    ღ Saving Money - $4500 Mark
    ღ Saving Money - $5000 Mark
    ღ Jakarta Trip on November
    ღ Jakarta Trip on December
    ♥ 1st Month Punctuality- Mid Sept- Mid Oct
     ღ 2nd Month Punctuality- Mid Oct - Mid Nov
    ღ 3rd Month Punctuality- Mid Nov - End Dec
    ღ Dental Braces
    ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥ MAY - Jakarta Trip *Done*
    ♥ Leggings x2
    ♥ Antler Diamond (Black)
    ♥ DiOr Shades
    ♥ Brown Hair Colour + Highlight
    ♥ BlueBlack Hair color
    ♥ HairCut- BOB + Bangs
    ♥ Adidas Tights
    ♥ Adidas Sports Apparel
    ♥ Adidas Shoes
    ♥ Titus Watch
    ♥ ASUS U6 Series Notebook
    ♥ LV Multicolor Belt
    ♥ BRTC BB Cream
    ♥ Miu Miu Calf Leather Bag
    ♥ Calf Leather Shoes

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    2008 Achievement---♥

     ♥ Find my passion
    ♥ IKEA Book Shelve (white)
     ♥ Canon Digital Ixus 870 IS [Gold]
     ♥ New Handphone
    ♥ LV Hampstead MM Damier
    ♥ Black Satin Clutch
    ♥ Guess Handbag
    ♥ Burberry Wallet
     ♥ Sapphire + Diamond Bracelet
    ♥ Open New Bank Account
     ♥ UOB Platinum Credit card
    ♥ Lancome Liquid Foundation
     ♥ Lancome Lippy (FeverShine)
     ♥ Lancome 2 Way Cake
    ♥ Christain Dior - MakeUP base
     ♥ Chanel Crayon Eyeliner
     ♥ Chanel Mat Lumier 2-Way Cake
     ♥ Shiseido Marquillage Blushers
     ♥ Shiseido Concealer
     ♥ Shiseido Marquillage Nude Lips
     ♥ Shiseido MakeUP Removal
     ♥ Dinner Black Dress
    ♥ CNY Clothes- 2xDress
     ♥ CNY Clothes- 3xTops
     ♥ CNY Clothes- 2xBottoms
     ♥ CNY Shoes - Pink
     ♥ CNY Shoes- Loafers
     ♥ Lingeries
    ♥ Black Stockings


RewinD

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LovEx

Friday, December 12, 2008



Seriously, I wish I got the time to not get online, not have a single time after work and just get so busy until Lewis buay tahan totally and must keep calling me ask me what i'm doing etc.

I hate his game - that JX thing. It's like once started I kena ignored like wtf? N he told me he quitted etc. Yes, temporarily only. Like smoking habit, from 1 stick/ day to now, 4 sticks/day. wtf rite? I oso think so.

Sometimes I feel perhaps I am unable to accept some parts in him. Esp. Gaming. Why not I game my day off and U keep asking me what i'm doing and i keep replying the same thing to u? Won't u get dulan of that answer? If u don't, I think perhaps I should try to stop contacting you for a period of time until you found out, I'm not around you that often anymore. You may try chasing me back for those lost time, but if anything happens to either of us, say... happen to me, perhaps you can spend more time feeling waste. How did you rather spend your time on JX than spend it on someone you love?

i don't understand, really.


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Back to down feelings yes. It's because of tomorrow's revenue call. I cannot help keep feeling lousy and bad. Every Friday makes me wanna cry. With such lousy people you're working with, and you are ANSWERABLE FOR THEIR ACTIONS, plus no proper communication channel between u and that person, tell me what stories you can tell from the figures you are expected to meet.

is it tough luck? or am i really really unlucky to such point I made myself so miserable every friday?

i feel so shitty. damn it.

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the only happy thing today is like kena washed off and fade by my troubles. what's there to be happy about when you got to have that fucked up meeting at 9.15am later, and you're stressing to find/ search/ dig/ retrieve information (or not even any trails for you to read)?

damn it.

i really feel damn shitty! I will really appreciate if lewis had let his game down and called me up instead. damn JX!

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written at yellow heart w/ glitter12:46 AM