Other than working stress... i really do not have much to talk about le...

haiz... i want to get a ASUS notebook lei... my this laptop is so heavy i need to lug it whenever i go and meet my customer lor... 3.2kg? Crazy... den plus my bag leh.. i'm really lugging it damn... shoulder ache... arms ache.. worse is the stress involved.

recently i don't know lah. not quarter end why need to rush until i must leave office at 9plus den reach home at aga 11pm?? piangs... i don't understand lor.

damn... tomorrow at 9am and 11.30am i got meeting with director. talk about the pending list. shit already la... is it because i'm slow or stupid? am i inefficient and useless? why i do so hard and work so long, i machiam kena expected of by so mucH? Imagine so many colleagues i have, and i'm always the only one who cannot finish and need to work for long hours...

or

is it because i'm handling the top accounts that's why the difference? shit lor... i hate big accounts oso. just because it's the top level accounts i'm being tortured mentally by myself to think i'm useless for working slow.

wth...

i need some booze...................godamnit...>.<

Labels: feels like shit so stress...