Emoing... haha.

Actually i don't know why, i seem to get a bit sad... it came from no where, think it comes cuz of the cold weather today? earlier on was quite mad at dar. don't know why i got in a sudden rage. not those jia lat kind, but can feel that surge of anger rising up. o_o scary. haha! was amazed at how fast i cooled. o_o if time had turned back as short as a year ago, i don't think i can ever imagine how i coped with my anger management today. LOL!

so when i was "angry" just now, my mind suddenly popped out a song. in fact, i only remembered the tune. i thought quite hard for the lyric but only managed to scrapped a "the feeling so strong were lasting for so long." wahaha.. so with this sentence i googled. o_o i didn't know it was Michael learns to rock song until i thought quite hard again... cuz with that sentence it don't seem good enough. I thought the best possibility might be that oldie band so i typed in their name.. ahhaa! yeah~ after much search i got that song and downloaded it....

something very coincidental happened. lOls.

I wasn't angry anymore after i got that song. LOLS.

So I replied dar's msn lo. He asked what i was doing i said i was searching for a song by Michael learns to rock.

Guess what he said?

"Thats why you go away?"

hahahahahaha

CORRECT! wth. how did he know? haa.. den he said, this was the only song he knew from this band. o_o... lOls. And the weird thing is... he don't listen to english songs. so i can said i least expect him to know this song even... then, he told me, this was the only english song he can sing (well)? X_X so qiao rite? I was quite happy with this coincidence...

just that the song is very... sad lor..

That's Why You Go Away - Michael Learns To Rock

Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
That's why you go away I know......


I miss my man so much....... he's coming back this friday night... i'm so happy! haha... at the same time, i'm feeling a bit sad too. ARGHX. guess i'm emo. if not.. i'm just a bit cranky cuz i know after he's back it's just for a while.. he'll still go back to indonesia after a week or so.