sometimes... i just feel so lonely i wanna rush out and shout out loudly, hysterically, insanely... the hollow echo replied itself.. carrying more emptiness than what I thought I already was.

fleeting moments... one that never lasts...
temporal matters... which made me happy n unhappy at a short span of time..

to protect myself... agitations became my friend.

i couldn't face off the world and let loose my delicate heart.
that'll probably be my worst disaster.

i'd reached some state. where i feel like crying, but not crying too...


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yesterday went cycling with M.

oh yea, it's sure fun. :D

took some photos though, please see below!

after cycling... we went to church. o_o wahaha.. i wasn't a christain la.

oh ya!!! i'm oso badly burnt! M's sunblock's EXPIRED!!!

my god... heng i bought the aloe gel... really soothe my skin fast.. :D


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dad's feet were swollen.
it's getting worse.
wonder how bad it'll become...
i'd pushed him to go to a doctor.
all he went to is a chinese physician.
let's see if the TCM precription helps ba..
if it doesn't.
i'll drag him to a doctor.
even if it meant to be hit.


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emoing. . .

fossiling. . .

thinking when will i be free . . .

i wanna go on my vacation immediately! ! !

hais :(


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oh ya. . .
talk about some job "unfortunate" events...
JW she's down with chicken pox.
goodness gracious...
wonder how she caught it!
but i'm covering her job again..
always come up with so many pattern one.


den there's this girl who's resigning...
and we are gonna buy her some gift...
i'm not quite agreeable.
$20 vouchers EACH.
gosh!
there's like 12 person ok...
$240.
what a costly gift though!
i don't even know her well and i'm gonna contribute.
even on my bday.
no one got me a cake too wad.
sheesh...zzz


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think i woke up at the wrong side of my bed today..
i just feel like cryin' n not cryin.
menses probably?
i wish i can really..
turn back time and adjust what i had done wrong...


all these months....


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